So I really haven't done this before because I always...never did it. Yeah. So basically I stole emerald_embers outline and made it my own so if it seems similar, that's because it is xD

Also, while I personally do not celebrate Christmas, instead celebrating Chanukah, if you send me a Christmas card or anything like that, it is OKAY. Don't need to treat me any different than others.

JUST AS WELL, yes, my birthday is December 20th, so if you do decide on anything, just roll all the holidays into one, its okay for everything to be together ^^

Step One:

- Make a post to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a character icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two:

- Surf around your friendslist (or friends’ friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use; or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free-- do it.

- You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out; it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf; to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not, it's your call.

- There are no rules with this, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just… wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

( My Holiday Wishlist! )

If you’d like my address, just email me at aiua.thread@gmail.com (Please put your LJ name or regular name so that I know who you are!)

And….I guess that’s it xD Link me to your own wishlists as well!

So last night I clicked on a website looking for a translation scan, and I go to click...suddenly my computer is flooded with viruses. I have a stupid system scan thing that keeps popping up (If anyone knows how to get rid of Virus Shield 2009, that would be SO appreciated).

Anyway, I know this comes at a seriously bad time, but there could be a chance that I would be without a computer for a bit if I need to take it to a specialist and get it cleaned out.

Um, so yeah. Hopefully this will get fixed soon, I'm going to have my dad check it out as well.

But still. Fuck.

Title: The Voice on the Radio
Author: rougaroux
Fandom: BioShock
Characters: Jack/Atlas
Rating: Hard R
Author's Note: Yes, I know what happens in the end. This is why this was so much fun for me to write.

( He knew there was no hope of catching any sleep... )

Character Meme. Yes, I don't usually do these, but this one is easy and seems fun to let others know my thoughts. I got tagged by avashida, and my characters she picked are Sam and Azazel.

1. Do you like this character?
Sam - Absolutely! Sure, everyone loves Dean, but Sam created angst and drama. He's got cool special powers, given to him by a demon for christssake. He's got this dark side that he ends up using to help with the good, you know? Sure, he questions it at first, but like, when he does end up using his powers, he puts his all into it. Plus, he's desperately in love with his brother. Can't go wrong there.
Azazel - Also know as The Yellow-Eyed Demon. Pretty much the first demon you encounter in the whole series, so you KNOW that he's cool. Plus, he's sarcastic with Daddy Winchester and is as proud as a dad with Sam. He makes evil look fun. So a definite yes, I like this character.

2. What name/s do you call this character?
Sam - Sam, Sammy, Sammy boy, Boy Wonder
Azazel - Azazel, Yellow Eyes, YED, Aza

3. What image-color do you associate with character?
Sam - Red. Black. Dark colors.
Azazel - Yellow. 'Nough said.

4. What image-song do you associate with character?
Sam - "The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning" by Smashing Pumpkins
Azazel - "The Noose" by A Perfect Circle

5. What blood-type do you think this character is?
Sam - I'm sure they have it on some website somewhere.
Azazel - This guy GIVES blood to babies. There's gotta be something wrong with that.

6. Of all of the titles to that this character appears in, what character do you like to put this character with?
Sam - Dean. Ruby. Jess. John. Sam/Dean/John.
Azazel - John Winchester. Lucifer.

7. What would you want to say to this character?
Sam - Give in to the dark side. Then have a lot of sex with Dean. Or switch those around. Hell, do both.
Azazel - Keep up the sarcasm. And your devious plans. Its a lot of fun to watch.

8. Which do you want to do with this character: Shake hands, hug or kiss?
Sam - Hug. Because Sam gives the best hugs.
Azazel - Shakes hands. He might kick your ass if you do more. Though, he might think that shaking hands signifies some kind of deal...

I tag Kal with Ven and Diana, Tseng with Leon, and Heather with Will and Gabriel (Just because I wanna know what you really think xD). If you don't want to do it, that's okay, I'm not gonna force you. But if you do, then those are the characters I want to know about.

So, the time has come everyone. It's been a long week, filled with a lot of ups and downs, as some of you well know. But last Wednesday, I did go to Project Transition for an interview to get into the program, and I got in.

So, now almost a full week later, and I am all packed up, everything in the car, ready to leave tomorrow morning for my new apartment and my new life.

I'm still in shock, and I am so nervous I have no idea what to feel otherwise. I'm getting away from my parents, away from this town, and away from old and horrible memories.

BUT, well, I'm not sure if I have internet at this apartment yet or not, so if you don't see me for awhile, it's because I'm getting all situated.

So, wish me luck, and I will see everyone when I see them.

I miss you all already <3

Ciao~

Almost forgot, but my clock says I have 15 minutes before today is over, so...

Happy Self Injury Awareness Day everyone! Yeah, doesn't sound much like a celebration, but hey.

We all got our scars, and we shouldn't have to be ashamed and hide them.

<3 Love all.

So, while I was in the hospital both times, I did a lot of poetry writing, just to get my thoughts and emotions out. And since there were more than six, but I only put six up, I decided to share them with everyone. Unless you don't want to read them, which of course is fine. I mean, I kinda hate poetry as well xD The link is to my writing journal, so go ahead and browse there if you would like as well!

Link to my writing journal

Why is it that I've never seen this anime/manga/movie whatever the fuck else is out there for it, and yet, I see one picture of one of the characters and steal some icons and now I want to see as much of it as I can? D:

Anyone know anything about Eureka 7? >.> Because I am very interested.

I'm doing a complete rehaul of icons. Prepare to be dazzled by the ones that I have now and probably won't get rid of xD And of course the new ones that I picked up along the way with my favorite new fandoms. \o/

Yay.

Saw a friend had this and thought it was pretty cool. And well, yeah, I know I don't celebrate Christmas, but you know. All the pretty colors and flashing lights just attracted me like a bug xD



Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com





A post about the actual stuff going on in my life will be coming soon :P

So, two years in the making, but I finally decided to finish another set. That I picked up two years ago. HEY GUYS PORN!

Title: Pleasurable Commands
Author: rougaroux
Fandom: Final Fantasy 7
Pairing: Rufus/Tseng
Rating: NC-17
Theme Set: II
Warnings: m/m smut.
Disclaimer: FF7 or its characters do not belong to me.

( In the beginning, it had all been coy glances and furtive looks... )

C'mon guys. Give me a pairing, a character, whatever. Give me a phrase, a lyric, a word, whatever you want to give.

I need to either write, or I'll go crazy. So! Give me anything at all, and I'll write a little something for fun.

G all the way up to NC-17. I just need to get my mind off stuff. So come one, come all, tell me what you got, you don't have to just give me one!

Oh, and for fandoms...uhm...I don't know, most of you know them. Too many to count. Give 'em to me.

And so let it begin.

I decided that, because so much stuff has happened in my life, and I've changed so much since I got the last one...

I decided it was time for a new layout. A new direction.

It was time for a change. And what's even better then music? xD

So, I'm suppose to be graduating today.

Yes. I know. To many people. SURPRISE! But in any case...severe storm warnings might cancel it and postpone it to tomorrow.

I am worried. I just want it over and done with.

Please, please God, let me graduate today. Please.

EDIT: Graduation has been postponed to tomorrow. I'm gonna go be pissed off now. Yes, there may be crying involved.

...

Fuck.

Hey guys. Im typing this on my phone. Im in the hospital right now, hooked up to an IV, and I am unable to move my legs.

Heh.

So uhm, they are keeping me here overnight in case I have some sort of seizure or something.

So that's where I am in case any of you were wondering. <3 you all. Call my cell if you'd like.

267-205-1462

Talk to everyone later.

-Amy

So I'm about to head off to bed (Oh yes, sleep, I'm coming for you) but I spent most of this night finding good songs and writing down the lyrics that really made me feel good, or that I thought held a special significant meaning to me or to me and other people, etc.

So guys! If you have any songs, any lyrics, send them this way! Anything at all. I'll take whatever you can dish out. I need to fill this whole book with things to get me through tough times, so why not start with lyrics from good songs?

Don't be shy! And don't hesitate if it is in a different language. Already got two of those down. xD Now...night.

So, this is my attempt at getting back into writing. Dedicated to junkiealchemist because I said I was scary. Apparently, I'm not. But, this is my attempt at being scary xD

Title: An Elephant Up the Stairs
Author: rougaroux
Fandom: Original Fiction
Pairing: n/a
Warnings: Blood. Slight necrophilia. Dismemberment. Delusions of grandeur.

( I've done a lot of things to make people uncomfortable )